I start the four weeks of Advent this year as I always do, with determination to use this time for preparation—not to prepare for Christmas, with its shopping and entertaining—but to prepare for Christmas, the day we commemorate the miracle of God becoming human.
God became human. God is still a human. As incomprehensible as it seems, the vast Encompassing of all energy and matter selected one moment in that part of eternity we call time, and one point in the multitude of potentialities that we call the universe, to compress Love into one lifeform that we call human. That the God of All would give God’s self to us in this way is most revealing of the character of that Love.
This story of Christmas is the story we would create to fulfill our strongest yearnings and answer our deepest questioning. If the story is not true, it should be; and the fact that we need it to be true is perhaps the best evidence that our yearnings for Love are being fulfilled in just the way the story tells.
On Thanksgiving morning this year, I went to Mass with my mother. As they have for hundreds of years, the altar bells rang during the Eucharistic prayer, when faithful Catholics witness the host of unleavened bread and chalice of wine transformed into the Body and Blood of Christ. The altar bells chime to mark the moment this miracle occurs. All eyes are on the host and chalice raised high. Whatever the distractions of the day, they are set aside to give attention to that place on earth where heaven bursts in.
I remember the awe this moment inspired in me as a child. Something powerful and unexplainable was happening, there among the candles and the solemn bells, and the prayer the priest whispered as he bent low over the cup.
Today I find myself longing for that awe again. I start the four weeks of Advent with a determination to use this time for preparation—preparation of my consciousness, my emotions, my soul-to give attention to that place and time where heaven burst in, and a small child was born who encompassed the whole universe as well as our deepest yearning for Love.